Well today I sent a message to my best guy friend and asked him if he was mad at me for any thing. I was a little worried because he hadn't responded to me in a long time. So this evening he responded saying every thing is cool. LOAD  OFF OF MY MIND.
I was kinda worried because I have had three best friends in the past and only one is still my friend we're just not close any more. And I'm not at all an insecure person it still kinda hurts when you lose so many friends. But its of God.